A place for me to expand into a regular writer in the most obnoxiously modern way I know how.
Saturday, January 6, 2024
Friday, January 5, 2024
thinking of ways to say fuck it
but also screaming Oooohh noo
pUBLISHED JANUARY 5TH 2024
feeling like i can be loud but being so afraid someone will tell me to be quiet
deep breaths
i feel something big.
i want something else.
i need to be heard.
how scary it can feel if someone says hey! you!! be Q UIET! HMPH! ={
WELL RIGHT NOW I NEED TO BE HEARD!
Hi Everyone [COPIED POST FROM DIFFERENT PERSONAL BLOG]
(published March 23rd 2023, edited January 5th, 2024)
i guess i can just add onto this one sentence and make it run forever, but i probably won't.
it's been a long day (january 5th, 2024) and im feeling lonely in my skin, broken from within and shaken down to my very box spsrings that i curl up into and die a little each day
but everyone dies like, a little bit sometimes like its always the end of the world the sky is falling
move on!!!! get better. it's exahusting trying to keep up with you. why are you always so tired?
GTLD (2015)
(let's just pretend like i didn't royally fuck up, okay? okay)
Published March 23rd, 2015
Today I traveled into the street.
I fell. For the first time in like 9 months. And it wasn't just a quick stumble into a quick recovery. No no, it was a like
Published March 23rd, 2015
Today I traveled into the street.
I fell. For the first time in like 9 months. And it wasn't just a quick stumble into a quick recovery. No no, it was a like
Wednesday, January 7, 2015
WWW: not (2015)
Guess who already fucked up their schedule?
Published January 7th, 2015
This one.
I forgot to dress cute today so this WWW wouldn't be very interesting. To make up for it, however, i'm going to update this post tomorrow/friday, with a lovely OOTD, and a nice pinterest tip.
But so as not to leave you without reading my lovely words: here's a cheeky Whine Wednesday.
Today I had to buy pads at the CVS in the mall, which is awful. No one wants to buy pads down the hall from where they work. No one. What made it worse was the CVS employee who kept staring me down as I walked through the aisle with my box, and stood behind the counter staring at me, but didn't ring me up. The fuck. dude.
Published January 7th, 2015
This one.
I forgot to dress cute today so this WWW wouldn't be very interesting. To make up for it, however, i'm going to update this post tomorrow/friday, with a lovely OOTD, and a nice pinterest tip.
But so as not to leave you without reading my lovely words: here's a cheeky Whine Wednesday.
Today I had to buy pads at the CVS in the mall, which is awful. No one wants to buy pads down the hall from where they work. No one. What made it worse was the CVS employee who kept staring me down as I walked through the aisle with my box, and stood behind the counter staring at me, but didn't ring me up. The fuck. dude.
Tuesday, January 6, 2015
Monday, January 5, 2015
Manic Monday #1 (2015)
Hola!
It's time for the very first Manic Monday, which is where I talk about something that's crazy awesome or just plain crazy that happened. It won't always be super recent, but I'll try to keep away from news headlines from the 70's.
This week's story:
Posted January 15, 2015
CW: Drunk Driving, Discussions of drunk drivers
It's time for the very first Manic Monday, which is where I talk about something that's crazy awesome or just plain crazy that happened. It won't always be super recent, but I'll try to keep away from news headlines from the 70's.
This week's story:
"Street-Sweeper DUI Suspect Leads Cops On 35 Mph Chase"
I have so many questions.
I'm not sure if this was a good story to start with but fuck it we're here now.
First off, where did this man get a street-sweeper? I assume that he works with whatever company controls the operation of street-sweepers, but I don't understand how someone would be able to get past their supervisor and behind the wheel of a street-sweeper. I don't know if you've ever been to a party, but in case you haven't let me fill you in on what happens when an inebriated person tries to get behind the wheel. Almost immediately, someone will stop them, and stand in the way between the intoxicated person and the car. After that, the keys are taken away. I've never been to a party where anyone has driven home after drinking more than they should have. I'm probably very lucky to be in that situation, and to not know anyone whose been personally affected by drunk driving.
First off, where did this man get a street-sweeper? I assume that he works with whatever company controls the operation of street-sweepers, but I don't understand how someone would be able to get past their supervisor and behind the wheel of a street-sweeper. I don't know if you've ever been to a party, but in case you haven't let me fill you in on what happens when an inebriated person tries to get behind the wheel. Almost immediately, someone will stop them, and stand in the way between the intoxicated person and the car. After that, the keys are taken away. I've never been to a party where anyone has driven home after drinking more than they should have. I'm probably very lucky to be in that situation, and to not know anyone whose been personally affected by drunk driving.
That being said: How do grown people, who've probably had a hefty drink or two in their day, not recognize a drunk person? Did Jerry Mitchell just stumble into work and get going to his job, without even a passing glance from his boss as to the fact that his feet were barely keeping him up? The police say that his blood level was allegedly "twice the legal limit," which implies that he was a little bit more that impaired. This dude was drunk, point blank. It's hard to not notice a drunk person, no matter where you or who you are. The article informs us that Mitchell was charged with "unlicensed operation on New Years Day" The fuck does that mean? Unlicensed as in he doesn't have the proper license to drive a street-sweeper, or unlicensed as in unauthorized use of a street-sweeper on a holiday?
I.. I don't even know how to move forward. What the fuck. What the heck. Really. This has stumped me. I have so many more questions, and this article has none of the answers. One of my rules for Manic Monday is that I will not Google anything about the story, and only work off of what the article says. I regret this rule so much.
I hope you enjoyed (all maybe two of you who are reading this). If you have anything to add or any stories for me to check out let me know in the comments below (that's a really common rhyme thats overlooked *fun fact*)
bye!